ride or die girl

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I’m either to nice or a bitch. Which is it? I try to be nice to everyone and I try to stand up for myself yet I am always wrong. I make mistakes, yes but who the fuck doesn’t? No matter where I am or what I do it will never be enough for anyone. I love when people tell me who I can and cannot hang out with -__________- NOT. I don’t know who I can trust in this town or what to do anymore. I’m just gonna bust my ass and save money, go to school then move to Florida where no one will know my name or anything about me. Just start all over and fuck everyone. I’m so done, I will never be what you want me to be and I am so sorry I can’t be who you want. But don’t get mad when I point out what you do wrong, if you can do it so can I.

So I must confession, I am completely in love with this guy. He is so wonderfully sweet and just amazes me every day. He knows how to make me smile without even realizing it. The worse part, he is in VA and I am CA. I should have taken the chance to be with him but I was a fucking idiot. I didn’t know what I wanted and could never hurt him so I chose to never date him. That is my one and only regret.

Just watch me, watch me do what you could never do for your fucking self. Watch me get farther in life than you ever did. Watch me become an adult and live my life to the fullest. Just watch me. Oh wait I forgot if it isn’t about you, you don’t give a damn. Well guess what mother of mine, I’ll do everything five times better than you ever fucking did. Lie to my daddy one more damn time and you won’t know me as your fucking daughter. I am so sick of you making me look like the bad guy, when it’s always been you. You always make me feel like shit for venting to MY fucking friends. Bitch I know damn well you do it to! If not worse than me. So you want to say I fucking talk shit about you, HERE YOU FUCKING GO! I am so done with you taking MY money, and making me feel like SHIT, when I have done nothing but try to fucking help you. So mother of mine, FUCK YOU and FYI you are just like your MOTHER.

BYE.

I’m sorry that I don’t feel the same for you. I am just starting my life as a young adult. I don’t want a super serious, “i love you” relationship. I just want someone to have fun with. You’re going to have to realize that we had an “us” and it just didn’t work out. I am sorry that I just don’t have feelings like that for you, telling me every time we talk is not going to change my mind. I am not going to be like “oh hey, btw i love you now.” No that is not how it works, I am sorry.

• raising me the right way
• feeding me 
• taking care of me when I was sick
• buying me things and the things I wanted 
• giving me money
• asking how my day went 
• always being there when I needed you
• giving me a ride to places 
• cooking the food
• cleaning the house
• giving me a beautiful face and smile 
• taking sacrifices for me 
• thank you for being my medicine everyday 
• giving birth to me
• being my mommy

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